Like i said, I knew I was out! 😭😭😢

I freaking knew it. I knew it. Well ladies, I'm out. Thought I had leaked through my panties, felt like CM. So I checked, and it was blood. Damn it man. Which I knew it would happen, our BDing wasn't great this month. Only did it twice, which it was the day before & on ovulation day but I guess it wasn't enough 😭😭😭😭 I feel like I should be grateful for the two I have because I'll never conceive again!! God, what is wrong with me?! Or us?! Damn, this is depressing. I'm starting to get scared, something is seriously wrong😓😓 well, tomorrow marks CD1, again. I'll probably be sad for a few days, then be ready to try some new things for this cycle to stay positive. Baby dust to all you ladies.. Sorry to be negative & a debbie downer.. But damn, I'm upset right now...