After being frustrated and turning into someone I don't know in the middle of the night, I decided to write down some things to calm me down and I called it a 4 am sleepy sheet.  Well my daughter saw what I was doing and made me a 3 am sleepy sheet but told me not to read it until 3 am. So here I am at 4:48 for our third nursing session of the night (not bad actually) and I have happy tears flowing instead of tired sad and frustrated ones.