Have you ever been so drained that your head hurts? Been so fed up that your heart actually hurts? Been so tired of crying that you just want to give up and die? I'm trying to be strong because I have a 7 year old daughter and a son due next month, but it's hard. The emotional stress is killing me softly. When you love someone so much you expect that same amount of love and respect in return. It doesn't always happen that way tho. People say prayer helps. I've been praying and it seems like I'm not being heard. My tears won't stop flowing. I just want to be loved.