I figured I would put this out on here. I don't have a whole lot of people to talk to and maybe someone on here can help me.

Here's the story

I am about 6 or 7 weeks pregnant with my first baby. But I'm as of right now doing it alone. On halloween of 2015 (my birthday) my fiance of 10 years broke down and told me that he has cheated on me with a girl I thought was my best friend and that he was leaving me for her. He did leave me but we continued to talk and still hung out. Eventually it led to us sleeping together a few times in the following months. At the end of December after feeling strange for a bit I decided on a whim to take a test and it was positive. I did tell him about a week later that I was pregant. He wasn't mean or nasty about it just indifferent. He still talked to me until she found out we were still hanging out and he cut ties except for texting. I chose shortly after that to not contact him much unless it was important. But I can't help but feel like I am alone. I have friends and family to talk to but it's just not the same. I find myself crying alot thinking about how much I want him to be here. I honestly just would like someone to talk to that is going through something similar of has gone through it.

Thank you Lady's

Heather