AF 7 days late...so upset negative pregnancy test so upset

Danielle • TTC baby number 1 for 3 years now...
So I decided to test because my period is late by 7 days and as I thought...its negative.i am heartbroken to say the least 😢💔 I feel like I will never get to that day when it is a positive pregnany test. My husband is currently having heart problems (totally out of the blue) so I think I am gonna be out for a while because we can't have sex. I thought this month I would have some good news for us but I can't even do that right. I feel so upset - this is exactly why I didn't want to give in and take a test because this is how I am left feeling...