Bad day !!!

I just can't stop thinking about getting pregnant again . Our last baby we had and lost took forever to concieve and of course again another bfn . I'm just torn .  I don't understand ! I'm so emotional today and blamed my husband and lashed out on him .  Don't know where all the bad emotions are coming from but crying all day and just been super irritated .   Guess I'll just keep praying ! 🙏🏻