I almost don't believe it

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I almost don't believe it!!! This was this morning 13dpo fmu. I want to jump up and down and scream my head off but my heart is so reserved. I'm naturally a Debbie downer so my brain is saying it could be an evap or I'm gonna have another miscarriage. I feel like until I go to the dr and he says yes then I just can't be excited. But when I saw it I just prayed. I asked God to ease my soul and if this is His will it will be!!