The last to go..

I never cared before, I never even wanted to be married and even my "Pinterest planning" is basically signing the paper to make it official in a cute dress and having drinks.. 
But now that I'm pretty much the last person to get engaged out of not only my friends but everyone I know, or their grandchildren, on Facebook I'm sitting here like "👋🏽 hi... so can you just let me know if we're not gonna do this? Cool thanks?" 
And again, it never bothered me before but lately I've been antxy and I want to just, idk know! I want to know we will be forever......