Going Backwards

Hi ladies. I had my miscarriage at the beginning of December at 7 weeks. While I was pregnant I found out my husband's twin sister was also pregnant. Anyway, I thought I was okay with everything now. And, I wanted to be fine seeing her, etc, but it just really hurts. Of course, she tries to be empathetic, but it's just so hard for me. I act normal around her, of course. But, like tonight, I cry alone after seeing her.