First Month Trying....

Kristen • Hubby & I have been together 10 years, married 11/8/14. Angel Baby - 10/22/15. Rainbow Baby Girl, Maggie, born 10-18-16!
This is our first month trying again after loosing our Sweet Angel on 10-22-15 at 7w2d. I'm scared to actually say the words "we're trying." By saying those words I'm opening myself up to that great loss again and all of the what if's. It's such a scary feeling. Just want to talk to others who understand how scared I am, who have been through this journey....