Hey ladies. I'm just needing to get this off my chest. Today I'm 9 DPO and I took a First Response test that was negative. I'm trying not to really think too much of it because I know it's still a little early but it just hit me how scared I am. I have PCOS and tried for 2 years before I got pregnant with my son who is now 5. But 2 years ago this January, I had a miscarriage when I wasn't even trying to get pregnant. Now that we are trying I'm scared to death that something will happen or that I won't get a BFP this cycle or any cycle from now on either. I feel like I might be pregnant. I don't know why but I do and I just don't know how ready I am to find out I'm wrong.....plus my DH and I aren't telling anyone we're trying so I have no one to talk to. :(