Scared to death

Alyssa • I'm 18 I love pizza and any food in general I can be shy 😅😊
Honestly I don't know if I want to be on birth control.. My boyfriend just left to the army and my mom wants me on it.. I know there's different kinds but I don't want to take a pill everyday or get a shot or even get something out in my arm 😰 I'm 18 and my boyfriend isn't here for us to have a child I don't wanna be put in it because what if my boyfriend and I decide to have a child ...