I have 2 children ages 2 & 3 and married their father last year. We live a very positive life but have had a lot of issues with my relatives regarding our relationship throughout the years. We decided to start trying for another (our last and then I would get my tubes tied) which was successful but since I've been having behavioral issues with my oldest child. I began regretting my pregnancy and can't seem the shake it. I'm thinking that I want to abort this child and not try for another, leaving us with 2 children. I don't know if this is healthy for me to be thinking this way, if it'll only get worse if I don't make the decision to abort. 

Has anyone ever been in a situation like this? If so, I could use some advice.