Sex drive after second miscarriage

Jade • 7th November 2016 ❤️
I feel so so so inappropriate for feeling like this but my second consecutive miscarriage ended two days ago and now all I want to do is have sex. It's literally all I can think about!
I am trying to deal with grief but my head thinks sex is a good way of dealing with it, yet sex is the thing that caused me all this pain and grief! 
My head wants to wait but my body wants to jump right back in and do it. I don't want birth control and I also want to feel the closeness which a condom and doing it myself wouldn't give me...
I want to be intimate and make love to my partner. I seem to think that being close to him will make all this go away. It's as if I want to feel loved and wanted. Is it all normal??