I want to be a mom so bad it hurts

I had a miscarriage in September 2014 and then another one on December 2014  we decided to take a break for the next year or two because the emotional toll it took on us both was just really hard and we felt we should take some time to work on ourselves and our life together more and then try again . But every girl I went to school with is having a baby or announcing it or they are on their second and I know I'm just newly 25 but it's just so upsetting that I can't keep a baby and I feel like my doctor doesn't see two miscarriages in a row as a big deal and I'm just emotionally drained . Is anyone else feeling this way