I want to cry :(

glyz 💕💕
10 minutes ago, A friend of mine texted me that she's pregnant. I'm happy for her. But I'm hurting inside :( me & my husband are not sexually active. But I make sure that  we do the "deed" during my fertile period. 
Last month my other friend told me she's pregnant, I told my husband. He was upset. I fully understand. 
I just feel so down. This time, I decided not to tell my husband, I want to keep the pain inside. It's just so hard to be strong & be positive. Sorry guys, I just need to someone to talk/tell this. 
I need some positivity here!