5 days late

I am 5 days late and took a clear blue easy digital test it said not pregnant 👎🏾😒😥. I took it at 8 pm last night . I just wanted to know if anyone has ever gotten a false positive from one of these test? Or am I just being hopeful in a situation where there is none? Been trying for so long, I am just ready for all this to be over and have a child, I am 33. I am starting to think being a mother isn't gods plan for me. Honestly thinking that I will never be able to be a wonderful mother like my mother and grandmother are. The only thing I have been doing is tracking with this app. I think I may need a bit more help though....