As my pending ultrasound is getting closer I go Friday I will be almost 9 weeks according to my dr but here's a little background I am currently pregnant with baby #5 I have had 4 miscarriages in 4 years and one was twins I have a 10 year old a 7 year old and twin 2 year olds I am a very high risk pregnancy because I have never carried a baby to term and have had toxemia and preeclampsia and hip displasha almost all of my pregnancy also I  have been farther along than the dr thinks with all my previous pregnancies because I usually tend to have 1-2 periods after I actually get pregnant they usually last 3 days and stop but I'm so nervous about my ultrasound since my history of twins and miscarriages I am scared that they won't find a heartbeat or they will find multiple baby's it's not like I would mind another set of twins it's that well frankly I don't think I can handle another set I'm so exhausted from running after the twins I have and trying to get them potty trained by the time I go into labor I guess I'm just scared that if I have another set I'm not going to have any more help from anyone in my family they have already made it clear that they won't babysit as often after this baby is born and I'm afraid that they won't at all if it's twins again my family isn't really that supportive as it is that we're pregnant again hell I refuse to tell my dad because of the way he acted with my twins when I announced I was pregnant with them . I guess I'm just going a little mental right now between no sleep and the stress of my family. They have pretty much made me dred my ultrasound witch I was so excited for. Oh but my in laws are the total opposite they are beyond excited for us and supportive.