Repeat C sections

Shiree
Hey mama, 
Has anyone has repeat C sections? What can I expect? I've thought abouta vbac  but I had a really hard time with labor last time. I also have a hard time with cervix checks. That's a mental thing with me from being sexually assaulted.
Anyway did you have a gentle c section. 
Were you able to hold your baby afterwards and try to breastfeed?