Rant about breastfeed

Kasey
I understand breast feeding is a good thing I just don't like things touching my nipples I panicked when anything touches them and I feel violated but people keep saying that will change but I'm sorry it hasn't changed I'm due May and honestly I'm happy for those who breast feed and I wish I could help those who can't but in my opinion I just am not comfortable with that and I've made the choice not to but everyone I know is pushing it even my step dad that makes thing awkward and I'm sorry if I offend someone with this post but I just can't do it I was a bottle baby and I am fine nothing's wrong with me I just don't like my tatas being touched period no matter weather that be me in the shower washing them or a baby getting nutrients from them and it make me upset when I tell everyone I know I'm not doing it and they continue to push it is it just me or does anyone else fee overwhelmed with the fact that people r pushing u and they know how u feel about it like I see breast feeding moms all the time and all I can think to myself is I'm proud of u for making that desicion and I go about my business if I seem them in public in open to everything but I feel like my choice is best for me and baby... Or am I just being super selfish (any outrageous rude post on her I will remove I just want some advice or opinion on the matter)