So disappointed 😔

I'm 39+2 & a FTM. I went to the doc today and I'm only dilated to 1.5 cm, I'm so ready for my baby girl to come out. I've been having contractions on and off for weeks,lots of pelvic pain  and lots of back pain. I was told if she doesn't come by 41 weeks then I'll be induced around Valentine's Day.. Any other mommies in this situation? It's really making me sorta sad I thought I would be closer to labor.