17 and no boyfriend

I never had a boyfriend and i would like to know how it feels to be in love with someone. I sometimes have a crush on a guy but it doesn't last long. I am afraid i will be alone my whole life.

There is that guy who fell in love with me after one week but he doesn't talk very much and i want a guy who makes me laugh. How did you fell in love and did you have the fear to be alone your whole life without having someone by your side?