Not sure where to put this..

I'm just so sick of my boyfriend, makes me feel like so unwanted. He doesn't know he's doing it, for fucks sake he thinks he been doing better. We've had sex once this year ONE FUCKING TIME! I'm very vocal I want it a lot more than he does (is this even normal) I offer BJ's which I hate doing just to get my hands on him and he just pushes me away. I just want to feel loved and wanted, if I wanted to feel this way id be single! I just don't know what to do anymore. Like when we hangout and make time for each other I'm so happy but it just never happens lately. If I try and talk to him about it he literally blows up at me and we end up fighting all night. I don't know. I just don't know what to do anymore. This is our third baby (second together) & you'd think he'd be more in love with me than the first time... Guess not. :( ugh.