Need HELP! No rude comments!

♥Amanda♥
Hi ladies! I am currently 26w4d and I suffer from bulimia. Been doing it since I was 19 years old. I am 27 now. I haven't told anyone because of the fear of judgement and rudeness. My husband knows about it and this whole pregnancy I have been throwing up large amounts of food I eat. He thinks its just the pregnancy sickness. I've lied and told him I have stopped and he believes me. I feel horrible about it and its something that I am having a hard time stopping. I still hold food down and take my prenatals but at the same time I feel horrible. I need HELP and dont know where to turn too. I am not gonna post anonymous because I dont want people thinking this is a joke or anything. This is serious and am only looking for supporting comments and people who maybe can relate or just give me some helpful advice. Thanks in advance ladies!