I feel so alone ....

Karina
I just need someone to talk to. I don't really have good friends but I'm 39 weeks pregnant and I have no idea who's my little girls dad. Yes I fucked up I'll admit that and I know it was wrong. My boyfriend had also fucked up somewhat around May/June we were loosing communication and we both ended up doing whatever we wanted. When I found out I was pregnant I came to also find out he could have possibly gotten someone pregnant as well.... And so I accepted it because he accepted my mistake. I prepared for this day and now that it's here I'm feeling hopeless my heart wants to cry out . That girl gave birth to a little girl which he's not sure is his but he will find out but I saw a picture and it's killing me. I'm overthinking everything . I love this guy and to be honest idk where anything is going to go but I can't keep from crying . Of course I'll get mean comments but nothing hurts more than knowing the person u love is probably a dad to someone else's child.