I thinking about giving up on getting pregnant. I guess that I wasn't meant to be a mom. I wish that my luck would improve but it's not. I'm thinking about staying in Louisiana once I go back to see my family and friends. I don't think that I was meant to be a wife or a mom. I don't believe in prayer anymore. I feel that I am a useless person. So long glow good luck everyone. Baby dust to everyone. I know that it doesn't work on me.