It seems like everyone around me is getting pregnant. My best friend, my sister in law, half the girls I went to school with and see on social media, and I see at least 3 pregnant woman at my job a day. It's like I have to put on a happy face but I'm not happy...it feels unfair. Especially when some of them don't even want the baby or weren't even trying...I feel bad for feeling that way sometimes but I think I have valid reasons. I've been trying for 5 years now...my husband already has a kid previous to us getting married and I just want to start my family : (