Can't stop crying💔

Saskia • Singer/Songwriter
For the past few months now all I do is cry and in the summer I didn't want to leave my bed, i think the worst of everything, feel like everyone talks about me or dislikes me or feel as if I'm not good enough, I don't want to label it as depression or whatever but it's definitely not me as I've always been such a bubbly character, what is happening to me?