Mi ah green eyed gal rite now

finally a mommy • Ttc 10 years actively trying ....trying to never give up hope. Its so hard. It’s finally happened
My co worker just told me she is pregnant im so jelly. I felt my stomach fall to my butt when she told me.... When will it ever happen for me?  My good chill day just flipped on me now i am sad and blue. I have green eyes lord help me