Feeling anxious, nervous, excited... 😬

Lyndsi
Check in tomorrow at 515 for a 730 c-section. I am so ready to meet my little boy, but so worried about everything going on outside of the hospital as well! I have two daughters 5 & almost 3 year old... Hubby does great with them but they are kind of mama's girls (especially the littler one). I just start crying when I think about not being home with them at night or any time really. I know they'll come to see me and their brother as much as they can but that time away is just hard on me. When my last one was born the 5 year old stayed with my mom which was amazing because my mom was the only one who had ever kept her over night anyhow. And she loved her couple days with her Nana. Now she's all upset because I'll be gone when she wakes up in the morning. And my younger one doesn't completely understand and just cries when she hears mommy won't be home. On top of that Hubby won't be staying at the hospital with me as much either because he'll be on daddy duty with the girls. My mom and mil will help some but not as much as before due to their jobs. And I don't expect them to do more than they are anyhow... So many things happening and so many emotions!! I feel like I'm forgetting something in my bag and it's all just so crazy right now!! All good thoughts and prayers for us are greatly appreciated!! Thanks for reading my little venting session and letting me get some things off my chest. Any time I try to talk to my hubby I just start bawling and can't even talk about it.Â