Cried at work again

So over being this easily emotional. I am usually level headed and keep my emotions in check. Today the HR lady let me know that not only do I not get paid for 12 weeks but that if I want health insurance for my family I would have to submit $400+ by the 10th of each month while on unpaid FMLA. 
My husband has been unemployed for nearly 3 years, my mom has been having chest pains again and might need a catherization soon, I feel a huge weight on my shoulders, and I am sad that I won't be able to stay home with this little guy and really bond like I did with my first because of the financial Burden on me. Worked for this company 10 years. Just disapointed in general with my life. Counting the days. 30 to go.