I'm almost certain that even if I keep my Angel (which I desperately want to do), my ex will sign over his parental rights. He keeps saying that he doesn't want to ruin the child's life because he's not stable, but it hurts so badly because he/she was created out of love. This baby wasn't planned, but he/she is definitely already loved dearly. I hope like hell that I'm strong enough to be a single mother.