Me... Vs. my bf/exs? Venting
Sometimes I feel bad about myself because of my past. I was 15 when I lost my virginity and I went into it knowing I didn't want a relationship. I didn't want to get hurt by a guy and I wanted to see what it was like. I knew and trusted the guy I lost it to but in no way was it special. My boyfriend on the other hand dated his gf for 6 months before they lost their virginities to each other. They were together for 7 years after that 😔. I feel like... She was better?? Idk we've gotten into arguments because I like sex and he doesn't think that a girl should be "aggressive" and that "sex should be special." It is special when I'm with him. I've never felt the way I do when I'm with him. I think that because he's been with a girl who really valued it... He thinks lower of me? Or isn't as attracted to me sexually? I've been with 7 other guys 8 including him... Idk if I'm making sense. But it makes it hard for me to be confident. Let alone knowing how long he was with this girl, plus the history they have after their relationship ended. She seems like an angel compared to me.
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