Mixed emotions

Sharon
Just got my BFP yesterday after 2 m/c last year. My emotions are everywhere but mostly numb & scared. I lost both around 6-7 wks so I won't fully rest until I pass that point. I'll be 40 in May & fear that my quality of eggs is not good. I want to be excited & happy but I still feel sad from my other losses & so worried it'll happen again. I want this baby more than anything!  Prayers please! 🙏🏼