Never felt so let down & broken this much

I will never ask God for anything else. I will continue to let him bless me as i grow. I only say this because ive been wanting a baby with my SO & been praying about it. It truely bit me in the ass. My SO has been talking to females secretly ever since i became pregnant. Matter of fact ever since we been together. Im so done. Im think ill be good by myself for a while & move out this week.