AF started today, so no baby this month. I'm just going to blame AF for me feeling so crappy but here's what's going on.... my parents have been visiting the last few days, they live about 12 hours away and we don't see them much. My DH has a huge client crisis at work and has been insanely stressed and hasn't had a lot of time to spend with me (which I'm not upset about, I'm thankful to God that he has such an amazing job, having said that...I miss him). Well, this morning I wake up to AF and am so disappointed I just sit on the side of the tub and cry for a little while, then my parents head off to go back home, and then my husband texted and said it'll be another semi late night. I don't think I've ever felt as alone as I do right now. If it weren't for my puppy I probably wouldn't get out of bed or stop crying( AF makes me an emotional mess).

I know my problems are not big ones and I know some cynical person will say that they wished they had my problems instead of theirs, or that I need to quit whining, but I'm sad and I'm allowed to be sad and complain. We just moved here last year and I don't have many friends, this is really my only outlet besides my husband and I don't want to bug him at work.