Hate my body

Well I don't think I'm going to ovulate this month. Cycle day 19 today, no positive or even close to positive ovulation test and my temp has dropped a few times but never jumped up. My husband leaves for a 3 week training Thursday so unless it happens literally tomorrow there'd be no chance anyway. I'm really bummed because I just knew the HSG would help and I'd get pregnant this month. (The paper they gave about it says it increases fertility after) but you can't get pregnant if you don't ovulate so that's my luck. So sick of this 💔