So sick

I'm so sick of TTC.   If it's not one thing it's another.  We're not giving up..not going to happen.  But, 3 years TTC and my DH was diagnosed with leukemia and my youngest autism.  Now I'm dealing with a herniated disc and sciatica.  I just want to get going with my infertility treatment and all these other things are getting in the way.  It's just so frustrating.  I felt like I was finally headed in the right direction getting a new OB and trying to determine why we haven't I have to try and fix this back pain.   Thank you for reading this and sorry so long.