Lately I've been feeling so down like i thought u really wanted this pregnancy but now its like almost regretful and sometimes i think it would be better if i miscarriages...i know horrible thing to say and trust me i hate myself for even letting it cross my mind!! My SO isnt making it easy either saying im just letting myself go and what not and if the baby comes out "retarded" that it'll be my fault. I try to understand him, i know its his first baby and he juat doesnt know how pregnancy work. Of course im tired all the time and i dont want do anything...if the house is messy why not help me out a little bit you know? And to add to that im having a hard time telling my mom im pregnant because she juat always have something negative to say and put me down.

I dont know what to do... i feel like im going crazy and im very frustrated and sad. Have you ever felt like this?