My husband really wanted a boy and so did I, I'm the oldest girl and it's not fun being the oldest and a girl. I always wanted an older brother and I feel like I let my husband down. We both cried because we were so sure it was a boy we had the name and when we would talk to the baby or talk about the baby we would refer to it as Jayden our baby boy:( in a way I feel like I lost my Jayden