Never felt so hurt :( (sorry just need to rant)

I have honestly never felt so hurt. My so called significant other and I just recently started to get close again after a nasty break up. We were fixing things and trying ti make it work for the sake of us being happy and for out baby twins that are due in June. I knew there was no 100% that other would work but of he wanted it to as bad as he says it does then why do you go telling me that "today's our day together" and then say hey I'm going to west ed with the boys not to mention didn't even care that we had a doctor's appointment today at 1 and he was my ride and was suppose to be here ... to me when people do stuff like this they don't care at all about what happens or me or babies ... I just feel so torn and like he made a fool of me

I'm sorry I just needed to rant about all this I'm just having such an off and stressful day!