What made you want to ttc?

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I want to know for the ladies trying for their first baby. 
How did you know you were ready for a baby and what made you sure that having a baby is what you really wanted? I guess what im asking is when was your moment when you felt in your heart that a baby should be included in your husband/boyfriend etc...life. Besides wanting to be a mom. How were you sure you were ready to have this great responsibility?
And for the ladies who are ttc baby #3, 4 and so on. Why did you decide to have more then 2 babies, how do you manage? Lol 
Are you worried, scared to even start this journey at all? 
(Im going to post a few more questions on another post so they wont get mixed up) 
I think im finally ready to figure myself out about all this. I was hesitant to even ask these questions at all cause ive seen how aggressive some ladies can be with innocent non intentional (offensive questions). Hope i get more then 1 answer i feel like i need my ladies in this community right now for advice and support. 
Blessings to all!