Ready for rainbow?

Lauren
I lost my baby on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. I was due July 24. Ended up with terrible infection, staying a few days in the hospital, and an emergency d and c.  I am terrified to try again.  I have one beautiful daughter.  Anyone have any advice on not being afraid?