12 weeks today and I still feel like 💩💩

I want to just stay in bed rolled up like a burrito for the next 6 months. I am beyond fatigued. I wish I was a bear so I can hibernate without judgement. When I'm not sleeping I'm throwing up. Some mornings I honestly ask myself how bad do I need this job? Just to motivate me to get up to go. I just wanna be normal again, I want to be like the pregnant people on TV. This is my 3rd baby think I would know by now but sheeeeeeesh my body is just so lousy. Sorry, needed to vent