Quitting on TCC... For now

Mi • Mother of two babies in Heaven 👼 and an August 2019 toddler 😍❤️😍🙈
Or rather ... It's quitting on me. The doctor told me my hormones are basically too much of a hot mess and it might take quite a while until we get them under control. 
Until then there's no TTC. "Nature wouldn't allow it". 
My heart is breaking just a little. I had to share the pain with someone who might understand 😥💔💔💔