So I've been talking to this guy who lives in another country yes he was here in Florida with me for 3 months but he had to go back so now I'm planning a trip to go see him in the summer and it's really exciting for me because I've never flown before I have never left the country so talking about it makes me excited but he's telling me that he's tired of hearing about how excited I am and how I'm ready to see him that having the same conversation about it is boring to him but to me I find it exciting that I'm actually leaving the country to go see someone and I've never done that before and now that he told me that it's boring to him about having a conversation yes we do talk about other things and I feel like I don't even want to go anymore like how should I really feel.