I am just tired of having social media accounts so I can keep in touch with friends and family only for none of them to acknowledge me and return the same effort. I think the only reason anyone keeps up with my social media at all is because I'm pregnant, they want to be mosey I guess and that's the only reason they care. Plus I honestly feel like I'm going through some depression and I just want to cut myself from the world for a while. It sounds so cliché and I hate saying it but that's how I feel. I've just been having a hard time. I'm miles and miles from family. My husband works all the time (I don't hate him for it. I know he's doing what he has to do to support us). I don't have "real" friends here. The only friends I have are the kind that don't respond to my texts or have blown me off every time I've tried to make plans to hang out. So, not really great friends huh. I'm just a lonely person who has way too much time to myself to think and overthink and let my mind wander. Maybe I'm just being a drama queen. Idk. Oh well.