MIL passed - I'm 34 weeks pregnant

Just a small vent. I'm currently 34 weeks pregnant, my husbands mom passed away after her battle with cancer 4 days ago. She was young, about 53 years old. Too soon... way too soon for my husband. He's been gone for 3 days now. (at home with his family.. which is about a 3 hour drive from here) He plans to stay for another 4 days. My daughter (who is 10) was born in the 35 week timeframe..... which worries me a little about my son. I don't want him to be born while my husband is away......

This would have been her first official grand child... and she was so excited. This brings me to tears everytime I think about it. He will never know or feel the love she would have given him. She will never hold him, care for him, change his diaper, or say I love you. I'm heartbroken.

As he is very active in my tummy as I write this, it makes me think she is already watching him from a better place.

Good Night.