Hi I'm Alexandra and I weigh 190. 3 pounds

It's feels like all my life I struggle with my weight . I'm 25 years old and my self estem isn't great . But ever since last year in July 2015 I decided to do something about it . When I started I weighed 200 pounds 😔 (height 5'4) . Family members would ask me how much do I weigh and I would tell them and even get on the scale to show them . Because they said I was lieing . Which I wasn't I really did weigh 200 pounds. Any ways in three months of that year (2015) I lost 17 pounds and I was at 183. Until I got pregnant . I found out I was pregnant January of this year (2016) . I was so happy my boyfriend and I have been trying for such along time. Anyways during that time I gain 14 pound back at 197. My pregnancy end in a misscarrige on Valentine's Day. My dr hinted to me that my weight had a lot to do with it. I really want a baby and I'm doing my best to lose weight so far I've lost about 6 and some pounds . I will get pregnant  again . I know it but for now I'm trying my best to drop this ugly weight .