Just a rant.

So my current 'SO' I use the quotes because it's a friends with benefits situation, canceled our plans this weekend. We have a three hour distance and see each other twice a month and we planned on me visiting tomorrow, but he texted me Monday saying something came up and that he swears that he will make up the time soon. And that's fine with me.

My main problem is, I just moved to a new area and have pretty much a non existent social life, so seeing him means a lot, not just because the sex hut because we are friends. I'm just upset over lame excuse for a social life. I've always been awkward and making friends has always been difficult, most of my friends are past classmates, teammates, etc. And with me moving 5 hours from where I went to school, and 11 hours from my family, him, at 3 hours is the closest I have.

Again not upset about him canceling plans, I understand life happens. Just...kinda sad and lonely and needed to vent.

Carry on.